i got comissioned to do a track for the foundry, a local artist commune that is just starting up. i think i know what i will do but i can't get it to work out properly. i seem to have an increasingly growing void in my brain between what i hear in my head and what actually comes out, i guess i just need a break. it would probably be a good thing since i havn't taken much of a break for the last few days. i have a lot to do these days. between work, music and a rapidly fading social life i have little time to sleep and eat or do anything that would aid in my health both mentally and physically. but with more work and music is comes a lot of improvement both in my pocket book and my abilities in the production realm. i decided that now would be a good time for me to start pushing my live performance down to denver. fort collins no longer holds what i am looking for. there is a lot more oppritunity for me down in the big city than here in town. winter will be back in full force here in a few months, a good thing, it will allow for more time to be dedicated to locking myself in the dungeon and focusing on music. the weather is always condusive to creativity for me anyways, so i look forward to the dead of winter. until then i shall milk what little of a social life i have for all it is worth.